Post post.

Fortnight.

Dear Internet,

It has just sunk in that I'll be fleeing the country (ha!) in just a bit of two weeks. I've been keeping mum about this the longest I can remember to be honest and I honestly feel like maybe this is what it is like to be engaged to someone and that you have to keep mum about it until the right time comes to let the world know.

This feels good. All these planning, though very vague as I have never been to the places before, tickles me at all the right spot. This feels a snug alright, Alhamdulillah. It is after all my favorite month of the year (Ramadhan Kareem!), I pray that this trip will be fruitful and bearing good news, inshaAllah.

I've been reflecting on how things work lately and sometimes I feel like I should take a breather, and pursue the road not taken. Now if only I have the $$ to do it....

To be honest, this whole economy downturn shenanigans really worry me, but at the same time it is triggering this button of "why the hell not" on things that I put on hold because of le career, but yes, WHY THE FUCK NOT amirite?

I got no huge commitment, no boy to come home to, might as well do it now and do it good and come back into the field as a strong player than I am now!

Sometimes I feel like I am such a dreamer, a true idealist at heart (even though I would deny that and say that I am realist 100% of the time, ha!). But that what makes me, Me, yanno?

Bismillah, may Allah guide me (and us).

Ramadhan Kareem!

xx,
Me

SundayFunday #2.

World,
I am in love with my new hair, and also my eventful weekend. I ran, hiked, and ate to my heart content (ok more towards gulping down wonderful bittersweet drinks yums) all within these two days. And I got my car back! *THROWS GOLD GLITTERS AND CONFETTI*

I mean, wow hair you made me look like a passable cutie for once!

xx,
Me.

Things I'm Eternally Grateful for.

My brothers/my cats/my friends/my family/my social circle/my ability to shut down whenever I need to/my me time/my resilience/random(fun) conversations/random lovely encounters/that moment of realising that I am not completely alone (like today)/my quirks/my (i try to maintain it) health/that (Alhamdulillah) rezq' given for me to support me and my brothers/my lovely mom/the time I got to spent with her/music, my kind/people, my kind/a roof on top of my head/food that is almost always on the table/internet subscription/awesome series/cats in general/my Uni life/that I am single <3/broccoli/rocket leaves/mushroooms!/ok food/that I live in a world where beaches are pretty accessible whenever I want to/that I can still commute even though I have a car problem/Abah's trusts in me/ice creams/my virtual social circle/after work time.

xx,
Me.

SundayFunday.

I have not been driving for a month now and though part of me miss that, another part of me is enjoying this bit where I have this limitation of not going to things unless it is important to me.

It simplify things, and a lot more me time! You can never get enough of me time nowadays.

So, my Europe trip is in another 47 days! forty, seven, days.
It is a bit more than a month!
Excited!
But more so, i do not know what to pack.
Excited!
There will be fooooooood! I am gonna eat pizza in the land of pizza!
How cool is that? :D

This is the most random thing I've done so far. Man, i love me.

xx,
Me

Thrdvw.

(Source: yescyrus, via radical-illusion)

The year has not been going your way, poor D.
Interesting had happen, but they are temporary.
D is feeling restless, and hopeless.

But I can see somehow D will find a way out.
Poor, poor little D.

You'll get over this soon.
This too, shall pass.

xx,
Me.

Roadtrip #2.

Aaaah what a lovely weekend I'm having this week! <3
You know i read somewhere that we don't always acknowledge time we spent enjoying ourselves, like we never stop and take a step back to realise, "this is fun, I am happy, I am content, I love being around myself" -- you know?

Like you should at least say this to yourself "Ah, if this isn't life, I don't know what is"
I have weird set of friends, they are not weird themselves but if I take a good hard look at it I have such a diversified social circle sometimes I feel like what the heck, when did I manage to get into these lovely people's lives?

The sisters' set was too lovely for words. And, ohmygod having such a gorgeous house by the sea. What a view!

Spent most of last night with the bros out on the beach, I sang two new songs I made (on top of my head -- perasan ala ala freestyle la) and it made me realise how fun I can be at times. (Kasi can la okay I had a very stressful week)

If money is not an object I would love to bring Pops along for the roadtrip. InshaAllah, soon!
It warms my tiny little heart to see my bros having fun! <3

Alhamdulillah.

xx,
Me.