Tuesday, June 30, 2015
Thursday, June 25, 2015
Fortnight.
Dear Internet,
It has just sunk in that I'll be fleeing the country (ha!) in just a bit of two weeks. I've been keeping mum about this the longest I can remember to be honest and I honestly feel like maybe this is what it is like to be engaged to someone and that you have to keep mum about it until the right time comes to let the world know.
This feels good. All these planning, though very vague as I have never been to the places before, tickles me at all the right spot. This feels a snug alright, Alhamdulillah. It is after all my favorite month of the year (Ramadhan Kareem!), I pray that this trip will be fruitful and bearing good news, inshaAllah.
I've been reflecting on how things work lately and sometimes I feel like I should take a breather, and pursue the road not taken. Now if only I have the $$ to do it....
To be honest, this whole economy downturn shenanigans really worry me, but at the same time it is triggering this button of "why the hell not" on things that I put on hold because of le career, but yes, WHY THE FUCK NOT amirite?
I got no huge commitment, no boy to come home to, might as well do it now and do it good and come back into the field as a strong player than I am now!
Sometimes I feel like I am such a dreamer, a true idealist at heart (even though I would deny that and say that I am realist 100% of the time, ha!). But that what makes me, Me, yanno?
Bismillah, may Allah guide me (and us).
Ramadhan Kareem!
xx,
Me
It has just sunk in that I'll be fleeing the country (ha!) in just a bit of two weeks. I've been keeping mum about this the longest I can remember to be honest and I honestly feel like maybe this is what it is like to be engaged to someone and that you have to keep mum about it until the right time comes to let the world know.
This feels good. All these planning, though very vague as I have never been to the places before, tickles me at all the right spot. This feels a snug alright, Alhamdulillah. It is after all my favorite month of the year (Ramadhan Kareem!), I pray that this trip will be fruitful and bearing good news, inshaAllah.
I've been reflecting on how things work lately and sometimes I feel like I should take a breather, and pursue the road not taken. Now if only I have the $$ to do it....
To be honest, this whole economy downturn shenanigans really worry me, but at the same time it is triggering this button of "why the hell not" on things that I put on hold because of le career, but yes, WHY THE FUCK NOT amirite?
I got no huge commitment, no boy to come home to, might as well do it now and do it good and come back into the field as a strong player than I am now!
Sometimes I feel like I am such a dreamer, a true idealist at heart (even though I would deny that and say that I am realist 100% of the time, ha!). But that what makes me, Me, yanno?
Bismillah, may Allah guide me (and us).
Ramadhan Kareem!
xx,
Me
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